u think we havent walked the same paths? well we've folded the same maps. i know that ur smart, u aint a fool, only weve fallen for the same traps. you say i havent walked as far as you, but ive got that the same scars as you. been in the same games and stayed in the same lanes. yet i never had you; only one to get you but i never got you. i guess i only made some noise but i never got through trying to kick in your doors, but you only saw wat was not true some white lies but never black holes. what u wanted me to be , all that and more. what i needed to be? never thought about it before. i guess there was too many options and not enough decisions too many players not enough conditions ? maybe too many opinions when it was just coming down to you and me i wanted you and u wanted she , she thought she wanted you but you really wanted me. knowing all of me just not knowing who i was. i was feeding off the vibe and you were feeding off the buzz and i said it every time ,I wanted you to break my heart so bad i didnt want to say that what i wanted i never had.